Sergio DeSoto
My Faith

Something brought you here.

Hey.

I don’t know how you landed here. Maybe a friend sent it. Maybe you’ve been sitting in a church for fifteen years with a quiet feeling you’ve never said out loud, that what you were handed is somehow smaller than what God is. Maybe you’ve never been in a church at all and you’re just curious.

Either way, I’m glad you’re here. I want to tell you the real gospel. Not the pitch. Not the version with the parking lot and the merch table.

Start with who He is

Before anything about sin or salvation or what you should do, you need to know who you’re dealing with.

He’s Abba. Father. Not the formal, hands-behind-the-back kind. The kind a grown son talks to with his shoes off.

Look at how He shows up in the Hebrew Scriptures, the ones Yeshua read.

He walks in the garden in the cool of the day, and when the two people He made hide from Him, He calls out looking for them. “Where are you?” (Genesis 3:8-9). They ran. He came anyway.

He wrestles a man all night and lets him hold on until sunrise (Genesis 32:24-30). He talks with Moses “face to face, as a man speaks to his friend” (Exodus 33:11).

And in Hosea His own voice cracks: “How can I give you up, Ephraim?… My compassion grows warm and tender” (Hosea 11:8). That’s a parent standing in a doorway.

To people who had lost their country, their temple, and most of their hope, He said, “I have loved you with an everlasting love” (Jeremiah 31:3).

There’s a Hebrew phrase I keep coming back to: shomer Yisrael. The Keeper of Israel. The one who “neither slumbers nor sleeps” (Psalm 121:4). That’s the watch you’re being brought under, and it doesn’t blink. He’s been watching you longer than you’ve known your own name. Longer than you had a name.

That’s who He is. That’s who He’s always been. If the picture in your head when you hear the word “God” is smaller than that, you got handed less than what’s written. Probably without anybody meaning to.

What you were built for

You weren’t made to be managed. You were made for covenant.

Genesis opens with Him making people in His own image (Genesis 1:26-27). Image like a son who’s got his father’s walk. You were built to carry His character and work alongside Him in the world He made.

That’s why meaning matters so much to you. Why you keep aching toward something you can’t name. Why love wrecks you.

Then came the break. It wasn’t a rule you broke. It was a covenant you walked out of. You can break a rule and pay the fine. Break a covenant and somebody comes after you.

And that’s not ancient history. Chet is Hebrew for a shot that misses the mark. You’ve got your own list. You don’t need me reading it back to you.

And He came after. He says He draws His people “with cords of a man, with bands of love” (Hosea 11:4). In the story Yeshua told, the father spots the kid while he’s still a long way off and takes off running (Luke 15:20). That father is Yeshua showing you the Father who’s been running the whole time.

Torah says the way back was never built out of reach: “This commandment that I command you today is not too hard for you, neither is it far off… the word is very near you” (Deuteronomy 30:11-14).

He made it findable on purpose.

The promise He made before Yeshua ever showed up

This is the part I wish someone had shown me first.

Hundreds of years before Yeshua, YHWH said this through Jeremiah:

“Behold, days are coming, declares YHWH, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah… My covenant which they broke, though I was a husband to them, declares YHWH. This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel after those days, declares YHWH: I will put My Torah in their inward parts, and write it on their hearts. I will be their God, and they shall be My people… They shall all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest. For I will forgive their iniquity, and their sin I will remember no more.” (Jeremiah 31:31-34)

Read it again, slow. That’s the whole gospel, sitting in the Hebrew Bible centuries early.

And look at what His complaint is. Not that somebody broke a rule. That somebody left a marriage.

A covenant, not a program. Torah written on your heart, not deleted. Forgiveness so total He doesn’t keep the file. Him as your God. You as His.

Now, you probably noticed that promise was made to Israel and Judah, not to you. Good. That’s the honest reading and it matters. You don’t get in by that promise being taken off them and handed to you. You get in by being brought in. Isaiah said the foreigner who joins himself to YHWH, “everyone who keeps the Sabbath and does not profane it, and holds fast My covenant,” gets brought to the holy mountain, and the house gets called a house of prayer for all peoples (Isaiah 56:6-7). The welcome and the Sabbath are in the same verse. I’m not going to hand you half of it.

Paul said it with a tree: you’re a wild branch grafted into a root that was already there, and the root carries you (Romans 11:17-18). Nothing got replaced. The table got bigger.

Yeshua didn’t come to launch a new religion. He came to open that. At His last meal He picked up a cup and said, “This cup is the new covenant in My blood, poured out for you” (Luke 22:20).

Everything else I’ve got runs downhill from that.

So what did Yeshua do

He walked into the middle of that long story.

He showed you the Father. When people asked who He was, He said, “He who has seen Me has seen the Father” (John 14:9). When they cornered Him and demanded He say straight out whether He was the Messiah, He gave them something bigger: “I and the Father are one” (John 10:30). Read what happens next. They picked up rocks (John 10:31-33). They heard Him fine, and He didn’t walk it back.

Here’s what I’ve come to hold. When you look at Yeshua, you aren’t looking at God’s representative. You’re looking at God. In skin. Close enough to touch.

And in the garden, hours before He died, the first word out of His mouth was Abba (Mark 14:36). Aramaic. Household language. What a son calls a father who’s right there in the room.

Yes. I know. God in skin, praying to the Father. I can’t draw you a diagram of that and I’m not going to pretend I can. I don’t have one. I’m not sure anybody does. Scripture holds both and never stops to explain itself, so I hold both too.

Then He died. Not to talk an angry God into liking you. He was never the one who needed convincing. Torah already told you why blood is on the altar. The life is in the blood, and God says, “I have given it to you on the altar to make atonement” (Leviticus 17:11). He gave it. Nobody pried it out of Him. And when Moses sealed the covenant at Sinai, he threw blood on the people and called it “the blood of the covenant” (Exodus 24:8).

Listen to how the men at that table heard the cup. Mark writes it “My blood of the covenant” (Mark 14:24), straight out of Moses. Luke writes it “the new covenant in My blood,” straight out of Jeremiah. Same cup. He meant both.

That’s the cross. Covenant blood. He wouldn’t fix the break from across the room, so He walked into it Himself, all the way down.

On the third day He got up. That wasn’t a surprise ending either. David already said it: “You will not abandon my soul to Sheol, nor let Your faithful one see the pit” (Psalm 16:10). Hosea already had the shape of it, and even the day count, “on the third day He will raise us up, that we may live before Him” (Hosea 6:2). Those are the people’s own words in Hosea, said in hope, and the next lines show they couldn’t carry them. What Israel said and couldn’t carry, He carried.

The resurrection is the point. “I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in Me, though he die, yet shall he live” (John 11:25). And the fear of death, the thing that had people on a leash their whole lives, lost its grip (Hebrews 2:14-15).

What that means for you

You’re being invited into covenant with the same Abba Yeshua knew.

The way in is a turn, and then a walk.

Paul wrote that what you receive isn’t a spirit of slavery dragging you back into fear. It’s the Spirit of adoption, and what comes out of us is “Abba, Father” (Romans 8:15). Same word Yeshua used in the garden. That’s the access you’re handed. The same one He had.

He isn’t waiting for you to clean up first. That’s the thing that keeps most people at a distance longest. He’s waiting for you to come home.

Yeshua put it like this: “If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him” (John 14:23).

Notice who moves in with who. This is a Father moving into your house.

And it starts now

I’m not going to promise you your marriage gets fixed. What I’ll tell you is what changed at my house. I got slower to defend myself. It took me nearly dying to get there, and looking at Scripture without men’s lenses to finally understand it. That did more for the people I live with than any technique I ever tried, and my kids clocked it before I did. Kids always clock it.

And the ache you’ve been medicating, whatever you use for that, gets answered at the source instead of managed at the surface.

The gospel isn’t mainly about where you go when you die. And the picture most people have of that is not the one in the book. Scripture doesn’t promise you a cloud. Daniel said the people sleeping in the dust are going to wake up (Daniel 12:2). Isaiah saw new heavens and a new earth (Isaiah 65:17). And at the very end, the city comes down. “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man” (Revelation 21:3). Down, not up. Yeshua walked out of that tomb in a body His friends touched and ate breakfast with. That’s the shape of what you’re promised.

And He isn’t making you wait for the rest of it. He’s offering you a whole life, right now, without the weight you were never built to carry.

“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy, and My burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

It’ll cost you something

Fair warning. This will mark you. Some people won’t get you anymore, and that’s not a badge to wear.

Here’s the part nobody mentions. You’ll also find you can stay in a room with somebody who irritates you, which you couldn’t do before. That’s the real tell.

You’re being called kadosh. Set apart. That word never meant sanctimonious. It meant distinct, the way a cup gets kept for one thing.

Micah said what it looks like: “to do justice, love mercy, and walk humbly with your God” (Micah 6:8).

Your life ends up being the whole argument. You won’t need a tract.

Okay. How do you start?

Three things. None of them complicated.

Talk to Him. Out loud, in your car, tonight if you want. No formula. You don’t have to close your eyes or bow your head or switch into religious voice. Talk to Him the way you’d talk to a father you’re finally meeting. He’s been waiting a long time for that.

There’s a line in Jeremiah written to people in exile who’d lost their country, their temple, and most of their hope: “You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart” (Jeremiah 29:13). If it held for them, in that, it holds for you tonight.

Open the Scriptures. Start with Luke and Genesis, two chapters a day, alternating. Luke introduces you to Yeshua, who makes the Father visible. Genesis introduces you to the God Yeshua knew. Read them together and it hits you fast. It’s one story. It was always one story.

That’s not my idea. On the road to Emmaus, Yeshua walked two of His followers back through the whole Hebrew Bible, “beginning at Moses and all the Prophets,” and showed them Himself in every part of it (Luke 24:27). Same path. I’m pointing at it.

Then walk it out. Love God with everything you are. Love your neighbor like yourself. Both of those are Yeshua quoting Torah, by the way (Deuteronomy 6:5, Leviticus 19:18). He said all the Law and the Prophets hang on them (Matthew 22:40). Hang on, not get replaced by. They’re the nail the rest hangs from. So start there and keep reading, because the rest of it is what loving Him looks like on a Tuesday.

That’s a Way. It’s what they called it before they called it anything else.

If something turned in you

If you’re reading this and something moved, tell me. I’d like to pray for you, quietly, on my end.

If you want, I’ll write you now and then. One passage, one thought, one thing to do with your hands. Stop them whenever. I won’t chase you.

And if nothing moved, that’s fine too. Read Luke anyway. I’ll still be here.

The door’s open. It’s been open a long time.


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